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2008-07-11T00:36:00.000+08:00

HEHEHEHEHEHE.
I MOVED! AGAIN.
http://lohstephanie.wordpress.com/
LET ME TEST OUT WORDPRESS OK? :D:D

2008-07-10T00:01:00.000+08:00

I met darlyn after school today.
It feels good having her around to rant and whine at.
Maybe because we re rowing on the same boat =x

I wasn't brave. And i wasn't expressive and frank enough ffff.

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2008-07-09T00:20:00.002+08:00

Nowadays when ive got nothing to do online, i blog.
So please pardon my lengthy entries. I know its pretty dry and boring.
Okaaay, here's a photo from yesterday at Fareast (:

Today after lecture, we went back to TP!
The thought of going back makes us excited.

Spastic meets retarded hahaha

We miss TP campus so much. And guess what.
We headed back to school just to print a whole thick stack of notes! SHH.
Cheapos, we are but... TP printers really rock best :))
And we so so so miss Bizpark and the grilled fish and chicken chop.

Oh my oh my. It brought me back so many plenty memories.

Good and bad. Today is a very very fruitful and fateful day... mmm.

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2008-07-08T00:02:00.002+08:00

Here it is, finally! Two photos from Jacq's graduation (:

I heart my usuals' girlfriends!

Honey, all the best for all your upcoming flights! Take care honey. Miss you.

I appreciate the messages and greetings from family and friends.
Telling me to take care, work hard and giving me all the goodlucks for my first day.
So far everything's fine. Dont worry! I'll adapt to the uni life soon(:

Yup. Today's the official first day of lesson in school.
Sad to say, im a little tired and dread of traveling daily from east to west side.
Imagine, having to be stucked in the cabin full of commuters every morning.
All the pushings and nudgings. Very irritating indeed :x
And another fifteen minutes bus ride to school from Clementi station.
I can even dozed off standing. Trust me, i did it a number of times today.

Anyways! Me and twin went to town for a little walk around after school.
She is one extreme fickle-minded person i ever seen HAHAHA.
BUT in another way, its good! We ended up buying NOTHING lol. Save $$$
Twin! Quick come online, send me photos, print notes...
and discuss about the "hows" for tomorrow! (:

I should have see this coming. Nothing at all. Expecting the nothing.

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2008-07-07T00:00:00.000+08:00

In another ten hours, i ll be in the lecture hall with twinny.
Amazing huh. How time flies. School's coming! And im feeling the stress totally!

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2008-07-06T00:12:00.006+08:00

After work, my boss and i had supper as usual and we drink.
I dont know since when i started picking up the habit to drink to drown my sorrows.
I used to think it was a stupid way to start drinking but yet i did it.
But i dont drink OFTEN okay. I'm a light social drinker.
Anyways the supper was goooood, a nice heart to heart talking session (:

Ended up i got home late and i realised my folks arent around.
My siblings were rotting in the living room.
My sister reminded me that they went to a relative's house warming party.
By the time they got back home, it was already twelve plus.
I questioned them and then we started talking about this distanced rich relative.

AuntAmy: Wah, the house we went just now was simply like a royal palace. Like those you've seen on tv and you never thought you ll get to see them in real life.

Me: Huh... you sure a not. You all went to the house at Yio Chu Kang is it? I remembered grandpa asking me few days back whether i want go to the party.

Grandpa: Yah lah i asked you. You dont want to come.. You said you got work..

AuntAmy: I didnt know grandpa ask you to tag along. If i knew he did, i ll definitely persuade you to come along! You know what? Just a lamp itself, it cost $12,000!!

Me: *SHOCKED* Are you kidding me or what? A bloody common lamp that lights up just like the rest worth a few thousands!?

AuntAmy: YAH. And our two bedrooms together makes up his bathroom. And in every room, there's a television. There is also a theatre room which has seats that are even much comfortable than those at Vivocity cinemas.

Me: WTH! I wished i was there to see and enjoyed it with my naked eyes! These people got nothing to spend on is it?!

Grandpa: They even have cocktails and buffet tables... and they ve gotten some dancers to perform too! Just by hiring these dancers, it costs almost 5K.

Me: ... ... ... SINCE WHEN WE HAVE SUCH RELATIVES AND I DONT KNOW? WALAO, introduce the son to me leh HAHAHA. Eh can we go their house during New Year LOL.

The whole conversation was damn amusing and my thoughts start running wild.
HAHAHA.
Looks like its time to pull our strings nearer okaaay im just kidding.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPI!
YOURE THE MOST IMPT MAN IN MY LIFE.

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2008-07-05T00:02:00.002+08:00

Today's a pretty much eventful day. Im a little lazy to elaborate.
Yup.

I may be nothing. I may be your another fling.
...Or im dumb to be mislead..
FFFF. Im feeling so ffffing terrible. (I finally rant this out.)
:(

Lyn i might just die of suffocation for three years HAHAHA

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2008-07-04T13:30:00.000+08:00

Dear Simon, how can you leave us to Adelaide for FOUR years?!
I am so so so going to miss you dearly...

Ohhh by the way i chopped my hair to shoulder length. Nice?

Tell me how how how how how how. ihiktay.

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2008-07-01T20:52:00.001+08:00

Lets start off with this morning.
We(Usuals' girlfriends) headed to SIA Training Centre for Jacq's graduation.
Another Sexaye Singapore Girl is born in our clique, muack! So proud of my girls.
Then i went to meet AuntAmy to Shaw Century for two movies.
Get Smart and Kung Fu Panda (:

I fell asleep in the middle of Kung Fu Panda for about 20 minutes.
The show isnt boring, its just that my eyelids were duper heavy.
Anyways the movie was alright for me. 3 stars!
And of course my Get Smart was much better HAHA 4 stars!
Please go watch it for those who havent kaaaaaay.

(:

Every night before i shut my eyes to sleep,
I ll try to make my big dreams realistic.
I make them real and come alive...
Well afterall i know its impossible to make my dream big.

As silly as it may sound,
sometimes i still wish that with hope and believe, things will happen.

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2008-06-29T21:09:00.003+08:00

I had quite a long day out today.
To start off, I had McDonalds McGriddles Meal with AuntAmy and my sister.
Then I meet Miss darling Aisya and Lyana to Shikin's Farewell party.
The food was great and the message read by Shikin's sister to her touched many hearts.
This lucky girl is flying off to Australia to study for two years. All the best, lady.

Subsequently, Miss Aisya and I walked around Tampines Mall then to WhiteSands.
We headed to WhiteSands sending her boy off to Tekong.
So sweet la seeing the two of them (:

If you think that you cant get anything in the neighbourhood shopping centre,
YOU ARE WRONG!! I ended up with three shopping bags containing...
1) Sandals 2) Black Stockings and Leggings 3) Top Dress
SINFUL LAH. Either i chop off my fingers or snap away my NETS.
BUT... ... ... i love all the stuffs i bought hehehe.

School is just a week away... and im going to see Monica everyday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWINNY!

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2008-06-27T18:32:00.005+08:00

Sudden Nice Date Out.

Lunching, Shopping, Bargaining, Dinnering, Withdrawing, Cabbing,
Drawing, Cutting, Suppering, Laughing, Lame-ing, Gossiping, Talking :)

Im supposed to be working until ten today.
My body cant take it anymore, i'm sick already. Physically.
I requested to go back home early, alright resting ciao.

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2008-06-26T00:14:00.003+08:00

Throughout the 19 years, i thought the word FAT will never ever fit in to me.
Finally it did. Im getting fatter fatter fatter!

My tummy is never flat no matter how much i exercise.
My face/cheeks are getting rounder and bouncier.
And i feel that my butt is bigger too!! :x (why not my boobs ah)
Friends who bumped onto me often say im fatter compared to the past,
and that my face is rounder :(
Oh my god. I wanted to die. Face rounder!? Rounder=fishballs.

BUT on the other hand, I am not refrain myself from good dirt cheap food.
DIET is a no-no for me.
I am going to train myself to exercise plenty every week.
Since this week will be my "last week" of working, i shall have more free time soon.
Oh yay baby yay.

July July, youre an anticipating month this year.

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2008-06-25T01:12:00.004+08:00

If i could sleep forever.. how come eight hours a day is still never enough?
ZZZ Mr Z is here to pull me down to bed..

Women's intuition is never wrong.

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2008-06-24T01:31:00.004+08:00

And yes, Happy 20th birthday Adam Quek Joe Luck!

Thanks JoeLuck, for falling asleep when you re photo taking with me HAHA.
Im lazy to post the rest of the photos and telling the happenings.

To cut things short, we(Deb Gal Adam PH Goose YS Jeremy and friend) went ThaiBali.

'N' we had YiSheng to drive us back to Goose house although his sense of direction is ZZ.

HAHAHA dont kill me, i did compliment you remember?

Anyways thanks for driving!
((:

As for today, i headed to work then to town to parkway to downtown east.

I met my favourites(yesterday's peeps) for movie at DTE in the evening,
and we caught Get Smart. A comedy romance action.

The movie is superb hilarious and i laughed and at the same time hold my breath

for almost 3/4 of the time! LOL

Please go watch it if you havent, im sure you'd laugh louder than me (;

Okay end here. Bye. In need of more beauty sleeps.

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2008-06-23T01:25:00.002+08:00

Okay Blogger:Upload Image is not working!
I wanted to upload Adam's 20th Birthday photos but it aint working. Irritating.
Mm and i might be meeting my playful bunch goody friends tomorrow for movie.

(:

Im numb to all the words you say. This is not going to work out.
Life goes on and the world is not going to stop just for me. Stronger is the word.

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2008-06-19T00:09:00.001+08:00

Three things that made me happy.

#1 K session with girlfriends rock my socks. Totally shiokness.
#2 Girlfriends at 85 for short and warmth dinner. Purpose: Just to see each other.
#3 I know what birthday present to get for my papa already! ((:

Oh btw. I forgot to mention i finally caught Sex and the City with Apple on monday.
She's such a sweetheart to watch with me for her second time.
That day was a stupid silly yet fun day with her, scurrying between PS and Cathay.
Eventually the movie ended late and we both cabbed home individually.
We were supposed to be looking around for Mel's goodbye gift... mission failed HAHA.
The movie was great and worth it though(: four stars!

Ive also been bumping onto familar faces around.
Like Caifen, Wenhui, Cedric and girlfriend, Yvonne and DJ...
Its nice to see them doing well with their life (:

Im happy because im happy for the past few days seriously!
Remain it this way. Maybe staying single is not a bad thing afterall??
Boys. Guys. Men. I declare that they all belong to the same species after much research. HA HA HA HA HA HA. *evil smile*

I woke up today around 1130am. I dreamt!
I dreamt that i was a biker. I was dressed in black.
And i wanted to ride my grandma home. LOL what a stupid unrealistic dream.

Okay. Off to Bathe. Nighty night to all sweeties!

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2008-06-18T00:00:00.001+08:00

I am still feeling so high, excited and delighted!
Although i met a few nasty customers that talked to me like shit today.
But overall it was a happy ending day!

A big whale came to my shop today and the final bill was $950++, almost 1K!
I had to serve, bill and pack all the merchandises myself.
Now i know it sucks so much working alone at night with no one helping you :x
This South Arabian man is filthy rich, he takes the handbags and leave it on the table.
Without checking the zips, the price and most importanly pestering me for furthur discount.

If only Singaporeans are less calculative and less kiasu...
These few days ive been real lucky, everything went well and smoothly for me.
Will the bad follow after the good? Please dont, please.

Im happy because im going to meet my honeypies tomorrow and dinner with usuals!
Tomorrow is my off day! Wooooooohoooooooo.
Meaning i can sleep in late and surf the net till late night!

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE:D

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2008-06-15T01:31:00.003+08:00

There you go! Photos from Friday's afternoon in school.

My partner, my school buddy, my twin.

As for today i met up with Kaiqi(finally) in town! (:

My main purpose was to catch up with her and accompanied her shopping.

But ended up i had small little shopping bags home, all added up to 100 bucks!

I bought #1 Knickers(20%) #2 Watch(30%) #3 Top($11) #4 Bag(50%)

And we had our lunch at Din Tai Fung, tea break at ~~Starhub~~ Starbucks! (:

Going out with KKQ = enjoying Tai Tai's life.

Her favourite phase today for me was "Take and Go!!"

See! How to control my spendings like this? I swear today's shopping was unintentional.

We bought the same knickers and same bag HAHA.

We were totally satisfied with our cheap pretty buyings today. LOVE.

Then i headed back to shop to give the birthday girl a little surprise (:

Happy birthday TANSIMIN. I am waiting for you to come back in August.

More 3K sales every week to come, XO.

I AM A HAPPY CONTENTED GIRL TODAY. (Got my pocket burnt though)
I still need to buy a new ear piece and dye my hair! HOW?

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2008-06-14T00:19:00.001+08:00

Today i met twin for our enrolment session in school.
Her place is very not accessible i swear, its somewhere i dont remember passing by.
HAHA anyways im going to meet twin again on our orientation day.
I hope when i call you, you wont be talking to me in a sleepy mode HAHA(:

I headed work in the evening and everyone at work loves my new skirt i wore.
HAHA it is a chiffon flowery short skirt and most importantly it is dirt cheap!
Only $18 (after bargain) at Bugis Street.
I might want to go back there and get another similar piece;)
Work today is short yet fun with QQ in store.

As usual i bus-ed home together with my mp3, then i received Jacq's message.
I teared a bit on bus when we were SMSing each other.
My heart wrenched totally.
I hope the family, girlfriend and friends stay strong throughout.
I am sure they will make it through this ordeal.
God bless.

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2008-06-12T23:59:00.005+08:00

Im being superstitious. I dont want to post this entry on 13th the friday!! HAHA.

This evening i was supposed to shop for a gift.
But instead i ended up buying for myself.
My girlfriends and i headed for a little shopping trip after work at Vivo. SINFUL.
It's the Great Singapore Sales right.
But how come those nice things i like are never on discount or at a cheaper rate?
Damn siannn seriously. I think i better not own any credit card.
It's dangerous for me! HAHA
And now on my list, i want to invest on a good watch and get my hair dyed.

When you earn, you tend to spend more OR even out of control. This is true!!

Note to myself and everyone: Life is FRAGILE.
Please treasure everyone around you now. Dont take things for granted.

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2008-06-08T00:33:00.001+08:00

We swept, almost the entire town upside down.
Almost went back empty handed until finally we walked to Bugis.
Anyways it was great meeting Aisya and bumping onto DanielGoh and JeremyTan((:
If they didnt tap my shoulders, i ll never notice them :xx
Sometimes i dont really look into people's eyes when i walk.
Okay some photos taken just now, hot fresh from oven!

On our way to Bugis

Im so TINY.

Peek A Boo!

My great lovely girl in TP for the past years.

Then i headed off to meet the usualshood at Bugis Junction.

Jacq MUFFINS! HAHA

HAPPPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY SIM YONG CHEE!!!
Why didnt you reply my SMS!? (I bet you wont see this anyways)

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2008-06-07T00:01:00.000+08:00

Today is Servicing Day for me!
I mean i got serviced and received good services by them.

I woke up early for just a five minutes dental appointment.
How brilliant is that?
Hahaha Dr Cheng just keeps tightening and tightening the wires...

As i was on my way back home on bus 66, ive got a sudden urge to trim my hair.
So i went to visit WhiteHouse Salon for a little trim and my first hair treatment.
Eventually i got my pocket burnt in, goodbye seventy-two dollars.
In return my hair is now smooth and tenderly to touch heh.

Today is also a stay home friday night for me(boring).
I took a three hours nap and did some housework right after.
I removed my ugly chipped colored nails and painted my toes with bright purple.
((: im feeling a little hungry now. I feel like indulging some Mac Fillet O Fish..

Im tempted to dial the numbers for Mac Delivery service but its dumb.
Because MacDonalds just a few minutes away from here :x
Guess i ll end up eating instants and watch my tapes to end off my friday night.

To YC, Happy 20th Birthday! Hope i can see you tomorrow.

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2008-06-06T01:21:00.003+08:00

Later morning 0930, Ubi Dental appointment.
HOW HOW. Dr Cheng says he's going to do something new tomorrow.
Oh man oh shit. Bless me please.

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2008-06-04T23:52:00.001+08:00

I feel happy today because iii...

1) Collected my $300 plus plus Taka pay.
2) Went for my monthly facial session this afternoon to clear my two huge awful acnes.
3) Received GIRLS May salary (:
4) Met up with darLYN for a few hours, happy happy!
5) Received my T-shirt dress from april-thirteen.livejournal.com
6) Simin and i had fun chasing after bus 7 around SMU area

HA HA HA *BEAMS*

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2008-06-03T00:27:00.001+08:00

It has been really sickening.
Tonight, the third time i caught another man digging for "gold" on bus.
He who sat just right in front of me, digged and flicked his dirty gold shit,
while talking on the cellphone.
Trust me, this is not the worst ive seen man.

There was once, this indian fat man who sat near the alighting steps of the bus,
kept on digging his nose for "gold".
Not just once but continuously many times!
From Joo Chiat Road to Bedok Interchange.
I am serious no kidding or exaggerations.
I witnessed the world's most ffffing disgusting moment throughout.
He digged, rubbed and flicked it everywhere as though he's at home.
I swear i almost puked out my dinner.
I pitied the bus drivers who have to clean up the mess.

The second time was when i was on the escalator up to Raffles City.
This well-dressed collared man was on my opposite direction.
He started to dig his nose for quite sometime, maybe ten seconds?
Very gross, very disgusted by these men actions.

Just what's wrong with these men?
They think that no one's looking at them or what?
Can't you men do this in a toilet or at home? But not in the open public definitely?
I thought men cared alot about their face?
Then what is it that ive been seeing around
They have totally no sense of cleanliness and embarrassment.
Oh please, dont let me see such scene anymore.
My eyes are dirtied! :x

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2008-06-02T13:09:00.006+08:00

Jacq, i havent update for one or two days only(leh). HA HA.
Besides there's been nothing much for me recently to mention on my blog.

Except that recently im hooked to David Cook's songs and i cant wait for his album!
The irritating pimples and acnes keep popping out like nobody's businesses!
Im a little drained from working 24/7 almost everyday(?) i workaholic.
Also been spending $$ on online shopping and junk foods when im working.
And ive gotten myself a uni which will commence in the coming July.
If everything process smoothly... yeah.

Sometimes i dont like the way me and my friends are now.
We are all separated; busy working, studying, NS, doing one's own matter for future.
It's been already hard to see each other online,
not to even mention getting all to meet up.
How sad to know, one day like this, we will all part.
Every start comes with an end.

Hahaha enough to update you? (: I miss you my friends.

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2008-05-31T01:01:00.004+08:00

Just now around 2305, an anonymous' number appeared on my screen.
I hesitated a while. Finally, i decided to pick it up.
*I think no one does prank calls/service calls so late night right?*

Me: Helloooooo...... *Lowered and deepen my voice like a man*
Anonymous: Hello! It's me twinny!
Me: HEY! I thought who it was, ringing me up at such an hour...! *Blahhhhh...*

At that moment, i knew twinny's purpose for calling.
AND indeed, it was an overjoyed news that we long awaited! ((:
I feel like a rojak now. Mixed up, mixed feelings all over.
I feel happy, worried, stressed, anxious, scary, paranoid and etc etc.
But at least now i know i have a pathway prepared for me to walk.

Ohyea' i want to blog about something! I stepped on dog shit today.
HOW? How did i manage to step on a dog shit in a shopping centre!?
Now i shall tell you HOW.

I was serving this indian woman and her child who came browsing in my shop.
As i was tagging behind her, i smelled something really stinko and terrible.
I thought it was the "typical indian's smell"or that she accidentally farted.
And soon the smell would go away.

BUT HELL NO. Even after she left the shop, the smell still floats around in the air.
Angel, who was working with me, could sense the horrible smell too.
Then we found shit stains around the shop. It basically polluted the air in our shop.
We took off our pumps and started sniffing the soles of our shoes,
just in case anyone of us gets lucky.
DAMNIT. It's me. I stepped on the stain.
And my pumps got caught with the dirt smell.

Immdiately, i went back to the store and scrubbed my soles with a sponge.
At the same time, i was cursing yet laughing hilariously at my stupidity.
I managed to clean off the stain here and there,
and i dashed down to marketplace to get a air fresherner.
FINALLY. The shop smells SO MUCH BETTER.

You might not believe this; the sales began climbing up fast.
I guessed it must be the shit that brought in good luck for me today.
HA HA HA.

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2008-05-28T00:37:00.004+08:00

This is decidated to all my usuals, good friends, great buddies and people.
The guy here is superly amazing and awesome.

David Cook - Dream Big

When I was a little boy.
I swore that I would change the world when I grew up.
Nothing else would be enough.

I see it everyday.
We settled for safe.
And lose ourselves along the way.

'Cause if you don't dream big,
What's the use in dreaming?
If you don't have faith,
There's nothing worth believing.
It takes one hope
To make the stars worth reaching for.
So reach out for something more!

It took a well perfected plan
For me to finally understand
That it's not me.
Faith is something you can't see.

I wiped my tears away.
Now its time for a change.
No I can't waste another day.

'Cause if you don't dream big,
What's the use in dreaming?
If you don't have faith
There's nothing worth believing.
It takes one hope
To make the stars worth reaching for.

'Cause if you don't have faith,
What's the use in dreaming?
If you don't have faith
There's nothing worth believing.
It takes one hope
To make the stars worth reaching for.
So reach out for something more!

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2008-05-27T00:11:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Apple Sweetheart and Wei Kiat!(:

Boss brought us to Quality Singapore Hotel for Taiwanese Teochew Supper.

The food was sumptious and great! Apple had her filled of Chicken Feets hahaha.

Simin, Apple, Michelle(Boss), I

Our stomachs are happily filled! Anyways i hope you like the hand-made card!

Today Mr Goh Pei Hua and Mr JeremyTan came visiting at GIRLS.

I was so high to see them, they always brighten my day with their lameness:)

And then came Mr Goose Lim, so we headed to Golden Mile Hawker Centre.

It was great totally seeing, meeting them for dinner,

and they never failed to tease me like shit.

All the way, throughout the rides and to Mr Lim's home,

watching their Bangkok Videos.

Simple day out with my favourites just made me happier(:

And thank you Mr Lim for returning my robes for me.

These few days ive been sleeping as late as 2 or 3 am.

My eyebags, my panda eyes, they made me look so super awful.

Okay, shall have an early night today, tomorrow will be meeting my usuals honeys!

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2008-05-24T02:07:00.003+08:00

GIRLS meet up to Timbre to chill and enjoy the live band.
It was a wonderfulous evening, though we sweat like pigs in the open air space.
Will be image heavy so be patient darlings. (Graduation photos UPDATED BELOW!)

Credit to this lovely girl who brought us to Timbre!

Hope you enjoyed your mini birthday celebration with us Alvin!

Our super fair snow white hahaha MsJenny, im like so tanned beside her.

Caught YA! On our walking way...

Finally we reached Timbre and we ordered some drinks.

And ended up, The Sex on the Beach Cocktail became The Sex on the Beach Shooters.

Look, the birthday girl is frowning already!

!! Thank god, we had Ivy here to help drink these up!

Drinks and food.

IVY!!

Jenny... its killing me... HA HA!

Alvin and her prezzie from us!

Im not drunk, i say IM NOT DRUNK HA HA.

Look at her cheeks! They're all flushed! Omg she's drinking with her nose HA HA.

AHHH! My lesbian partner HA HA.

No lah, Ivy's a nice girl who protects me and sheids me from harmful guys!

OOO i actually finished up a Heineken bottle myself. (My usuals will be surprised.)

AND! Im not drunk, im still right here awake blogging at 2:07am!

HA HA OKAY. I'm going to sleep, im working full shift with my eye bags.

How great. Alright goodnight and sweetest dreams to all of YOU:D

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2008-05-23T01:56:00.009+08:00

I almost forgot my important date with my parents to Graduation Ceremony today.
I could still make plans for today until.. Aisya text me to meet in the afternoon.
Anyways so here are the very little photos taken!

The very important guy in my life - DAD.

The very important AuntAmy - all she does is for me(:

The super long time no see cause always MIA - KhooKaiQi.

The always make me embarrassed fella - YC

The twinny - Monicaaa

So in the evening, the usuals headed mich's house to chill instead of 85 due to the rain. Go K please like soon and someone come up with a date! Heard that, usuals?

Three years. Three years of my memorable life in Temask Polytechnic.

It had officially ended for us. We started off at TCC and graduated at TCC too.

I hate to admit, time flies and no one ever catches up.

Im going to miss 05/06 batch people, schoolmates, coursemates, classmates, lecturers.

Everyone that made a contribution to a part of my life in TP.

I never regretted appealing to this school, TP is indeed a vibrant and active school.

Im so going to miss, smuggling food to labs and getting caught three times.

Daily morning breakfast of Vitasoy, two siew mai and a yam bao.

Picking my eye candy's seats in the Bizpark, hoping that he'll suddenly pop next to me.

Sitting on the benches outside lectures for stupid reasons hahaha *inside secrets*

So so so many more, including the detail process of bumping onto my eye candy.

I(We) am so silly yet it is all fun and gorgeous memories i ll note them in my diary.

But.. then for every start, there is an end.

So sad right? But this is the fact, the reality.

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2008-05-22T00:12:00.005+08:00

AND very finally, the chipmunks gathered together and went Clarke Quay!
Alvin brought us to this little tiny stall for good slurpy duck noodles feast.
With many other dishes like oysters vegetables, tofus and more..

I and Simon!

We're the chipmunks! HA HA.

Alvin, we know your head is big.. LOL.

After dinner, we walked around at Central Shopping Centre.

Nothing much around and we decided to stroll around the Quays.

And we ended up in a Dessert French Restaurant called Nectarie at Clarke Quay.

While waiting for our food to come..

Simon cant wait for bite off her Biscotti!

Alvin and her Dark Chocolate Opera-Slice(:

Theodore and her Alphonso Mango with Lemongrass.

And we all loved our sumptious food today. (Though we spent quite abit)

And we all managed to update each other much.

And we all enjoyed our evening with each other XO.

It was a great pampering day for the three of us(:

I think i shouldnt be labelled as skinny/slim anymore.

Im fatter, im already 44kg standing at 1.59m. HA HA im happy ive gained weight.

Now i wanna be taller.. and i must stop the junk food now before i oversized :p

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2008-05-21T01:22:00.000+08:00

I worked hard today so much so that my eyes were crossed.
Anyways i met my jacq sab mich and company for dinner and movie at Tampines Mall.
Had a simple meal at Han's in the evening, caught What Happened in Vegas.
The movie didnt let me down though, i enjoyed it (: plus Ashton's in it..
and Cameron is a charming lady, soo yeah i love the movie.

At the same time, i bought a pair of sneakers for my cousin belated present.
And some additional D.I.Y materials from MadeWithLove to decorate a card.
(Just beside right beside my shop, GIRLS)
They've got really nice cute art ingredients if you love D.I.Y stuff.
Im glad to own a membership card with them (:
Heavy spendings again but am satisfied and i dont feel guilty.

Okay below is a simple(for me, it's pretty accurate) personality test, try it?
排一下自己最易哭的原因! (1 是最容易 , 5 是最不容易) 五個選項分別是：
1) 感動 2) 傷心 3) 痛 ( 是肉體！不是心靈) 4) 生氣 5) 擔心/緊張

Nudge me and i ll tell you the results HA HA. (The result is lengthy.)
Got to bathe right now!(: Look at the time!

By the way, my grandparents are back. My prayers were heard. XO.

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2008-05-19T00:10:00.001+08:00

It was great shopping time with JacqHoney :D
Running from places to places, again and again to pick the best, most worth it stuff.
And some time between, we saw Fann Wong at Raffles City.
Yes, the "Ah Jie" in mediacorp, the leading actress in Dance of the Dragon.
Lucky or not(?) jacq, cause you re with me! you cant deny:)

Also, Happy happy birthday to Goose and Shermin!
I missed Goose's celebration twice:( im such a lousy friend, sorry dude.
And today, we've got a mini steamboat feast for a mini celebration.
Food was healthy and nicee, enjoyed being with my cousins around:D

Oh and i want to mention.
A pair of seventy plus years old couple went Malaysia themselves by cab and bus.
That is my grandparents. Tell me how not to worry?
The security in Malaysia is ___. You know it.
There've been cases of theft, robbery and these jerks arent humans.
God, please keep them safe and well.

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2008-05-15T23:27:00.003+08:00

I stoned for straight five minutes, playing with my long pastel pink nails.
Still stone ing, still.
I think i'd rather sit and stare into blank space than wash myself up.

Or i should move my feets to the living room and start indulging on Wars-in-law.
Ning Mao Chun is my current addict. He is good.

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2008-05-14T01:03:00.006+08:00

I was working when Aisya text me in the evening.
She says "... Oh and make yourself free on 7th June.. Dont ask for what.. Secret;)"
Automatically it triggered me to question and bug her about it.
"Aye its a date. Just dinner with me, no candlelight haha.."

HUH like i will believe its that simple on a saturday night zz.
She made the whole thing like a planned surprise for me.. i think she's going to..

But her lips were so tight that she refused to expose any furthur.
She must be up to her sleeves again. It had better be something pleasant.
Is it something that ive been hoping for?

Today i bought a pair of yellow flip flops from Animal, totally loving it much (:
Seriously, im a hopeless spendthirft, spending even when im working.
:x

I wonder what will be on 7th June, besides YC's 20th birthday? Mmm.

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2008-05-12T00:00:00.003+08:00

A new start for a better turning point.
It is my pure white affairs now.

Hi and welcome.

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2008-05-11T11:32:00.004+08:00

To my dearest grandma and auntielynn and the other aunties.
Happy Mothers' Day
And also to the rest of the mothers.

And of course to you, dearest mommy imu.
If you could hear me.

* * *

2008-05-09T21:29:00.001+08:00

Finally friday is a light hell-yeah shopping day for me and Saaabrinahoney.
We went to Tanjong Pagar to settle some stuff then to Bugis to Town to Cityhall.
((: We re easily satisfied people cause' she bought two pairs of footwears
and ive gotten myself a lovely simple dark brown dress. Contented.
Then i met my dear Aunt Amy to get Aunt Lynn's belated gift
while sab had to go in the evening for her piano lessons.
So me and Aunt Amy had our dinner at Out Of the Pan at Raffles City.
You ought to try it if you havent kays (;

Also go watch Ironman too, he's the coolest now on my list. Date Ironman, date me.

I think i might need a shift from my current blogspot url. Should i?
It feels funny when strangers/acquaintances read your blog *shrugs*
Suddenly, i feel that i dont need too many friends to know what ive been up to.
So maybe, only good friends shall know my upcoming new blog address.

Byebye to stalkers and silent readers.

* * *

2008-05-08T22:04:00.003+08:00

I hate being so narrow-minded.
Think i care too much of what ive been hearing around.
Cause we never felt what others felt.

Buzz it. The days in front will be great, they will be.
I dont like you dont like me like you like me.

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2008-05-06T09:24:00.002+08:00

My Sunday and Monday were well spent!
I and the MP17 groupmates met up early in the morning.
Just to surprise our dear Ms Wani White's 21st over at her place.
I cant help laughing about the fact that we keep relighting the candles a million times!
Hahaha the whole scenario outside Wani's house was really hilarious!
The candles were became super short and melting away when it reached the house lol.

Afternoon was spent snoring away and evening i met up sab honey to jog.
We headed to Garden Hill Park to jog and work out, totally refreshing(:
I must force myself to exercise at least once a week.
I feel so unhealthy indulging junk foods and oily supper everyday :\

And as for yesterday, i headed work as usual and caught two movies in the evening!
IRONMAN & THE FORBIDDEN KINGDOM (:
I would prefer the Ironman better cause' i think its way too cool!
For people who adores superheros(like me), do watch it.

And personally, The Forbidden Kingdom is not my type of movie.
It caters to people who has a mania for Kungfu or Jackie Chan & Jet Li's movie.
The movie is not bad but its not something i would spend to watch.
I would rate it only 3 stars :)

That'll be all (: The renovation out there is making a din. Im leaving the house soon.
Oh before, Happy Birthday Sarah! XO. I didnt forget (:

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2008-05-04T01:48:00.002+08:00

Friday. So friday morning to see Dr Cheng and glad to know my braces are doing fine(:
Headed down town to meet my twin for job hunting at Recruit Strategy.
The decision still lies in our hands mm.
(So are we ever going to submit our resume, twin?)

Twin did something very embarrassing with her blackcurrent fruit plus sweet.
(Giggles) And i couldnt help laughing out loud and tearing at the same time.
Going out with her simply made my tummy cramp for indulging overfilled laughters.
My twin is good at doing silly things in front of crowd hahaha ought to see it youself.

After much walk arounds, we headed to CineLeisure and have some chitchats.
It was totally great, sharing heart to heart feelings and identical thoughts.
We wouldnt have found out so many similarities about each other,
if we didnt hang out together. Right twin?
This is only our second date. Photos uploaded. Credits to mon's efficiency.

Yeah twinnnnnny?

All time wanted, chocolate ice blended with pearls!

See! Twin and her silly expressions hahaha (:

Okaaaaay tomorrow will be stay home sunday, catching up with family and sleeps.

Oh yeah happy twenty first birthday wani white/kawan/member!

For now, i need to bathe and rest my eyes totally. I hate eye bags shit.

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2008-05-02T00:30:00.001+08:00

Happy Labour Day?
And wait.. im so so contradicting! So its not exactly labour day for us :x
Anyways today jasline and her bf came visiting me aww :)
Soo nice right?! And she told me she go Istana i dono why i find it hilarious?
(Is this how you spell Istana?)
I think i should go there on one public holiday and have a peep!

With Fareeza, suddenly she feels like camwhoring with me at work haha.

Credits to Fareeza.

Tomorrow morning its my dental appointment again.
How fast man! A month flew away just like that.
How ah? My teeths are very slanted i dont know why, due to biting too hard food?
:x im starting to worry for my monthly session already. Shit how?

Happy Birthday Aunt Lynn! Will get you something very soon xoxo.

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2008-05-01T01:24:00.004+08:00

The girl since secondary one, the girl who became my best friend forever.
And we went back school to collect our graduation robes(:

Focus on the bangs! haha we re a merge!

Then we headed to TM and CS, window shopped.

Hello covergirls!

i ♥ her.

Then i meet Simin for dinner at 85 market, totally great seeing her! XO.

Oh we ve got the same phone! (:

Aiya she wants to copy me, what to do lol.
Meet more meet more kay min!

Then then, met my usuals and photos will be up soon.

When our dear jacq mass sends to all of us.
I ♥ my usuals too!

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2008-04-30T23:59:00.001+08:00

I will be okay tomorrow.
For now, i need to wake up.

WAKEUPWAKEUPWAKEUPWAKEUPWAKEUPWAKEUPWAKEUP
WAKEUPWAKEUPWAKEUPWAKEUPWAKEUPWAKEUPWAKEUP
WAKEUPWAKEUPWAKEUPWAKEUPWAKEUPWAKEUPWAKEUP

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2008-04-29T21:10:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was pretty hectic for me.
I was taking my afternoon nap when i received a message from my cousin,
trying hard to reach me to fetch her a t-shirt for her floorball training.
When i see the SMS, it was already 3:05pm and i had to pass it to her by 4pm.
I knew i had to help her, and so i made a mad rush all the way to VJC.
Hahaha she owes me this time round man.

So during night time, i spent with the girls from GIRLS.
So glad to see Ivy once again!
Ops and once again, i left her horoscope books at home :x

Spot me in the photo above?? :)

I.S.A

The nicest colleagues ive ever met

Seriously, like what are we posing? hahaha.

And after dinner at Waraku Restaurant, we walked to Plaza Sing.
I had to get a cake and hurried back home to celebrate with my dearest.
Luckily my grandparents havent went to bed.

Happy birthday GRANDMA i love you and you love me too(:

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2008-04-28T01:32:00.009+08:00

Again, another images post(:
Happy thirty something Jenny!

I was so friggin bored that i ended up taking photos with the manequin :x

Finally, we surprised her up at RCG.. and it was successful(:

And this is Aishah's one year plus two daughter, her eyes are real huge!

At the back seats, on the way to Lau Pa Sa for supper.

Ladies at GIRLS

Happy Birthday Jenny and stop worrying so much(:

Home sweet home finally after sending the rest of the girls.
Thank you Mr Manager for fetching us back.
Oh yay no work tomorrow i'm lovin' it weeeeeee.

How can i forget!
Happy birthday GRANNNNNNNNY!! You re already 74!
I love you so so million muchs, i swear(:

Yea im going to bathe soon, dirty dirty oily body.

I thank you for being truthful to me seriously.
My friend, we re just this fragile.
We re all funny people, i want to laugh at myself haha.
I'll be cool, cool with everything you say.
Cos everyone has their say and they re not the same.

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2008-04-27T00:09:00.006+08:00

Our Dinner Date at Taka Basement Two.
I think the pasta stall is called Illy.
Anyways the food seemed little but its definitely filling for me.

My Chicken and Mushroom Pasta

Apple's Seafood Baked Rice

Hello Misss Spastic hehe

And there! My bags of goodies from yesterday.
Mostly make up and beauty care items.
Okaaaayee i just simply cant wait for pay to roll in!
And also i met yc back home and we managed to update each other a bits:)

My sister's down with chicken pox.
Im going to bring her to the private clinic tmr.
Its been since tuesday and it worsen somehow.
I hope she'll be fine after visiting the doctor please.
To her, speedy recovery.

Will you walk me again? ikmust.

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2008-04-26T02:50:00.000+08:00

Finally, i'm done with this new skin.
Okaaayee it took me like two hours figuring this out.
And i havent bathe!
Ive gotta wake up at 745am for work!

Oh yea, the previous current posts will be up soon.
Still under construction kaay, be back in bits:)
Goodnight, i will get it done tmr night.

Oh shoots, my previous posts are all underlined.
Nvm, i ll leave them up for a couple of days,
before i lock the posts up, so read them fast! haha.

2008-04-25T10:15:00.005+08:00

Alright some plans for later..

1) Meeting Aisya for lunch over at her workplace(Pending)
2) Head down to Taka, submit my promoter badge.
3) Have a little chat with Dayah over at her new work at Taka.
4) Roamed downtown again or maybe other places.
5) Settle down over at starbucks, reading newspaper or novel.
6) Get brows trimmed(Pending)
7) Meet Apple in the evening to get Jenny's birthday gift.

If i dont meet Aisya then #4 and #5 will be strike off.
If i meet her, i need to spend some time alone again.
Not that i hate to be alone(who likes it),
but this period is just not the time for me to stay alone.
And get emotional to pour all over again,
playing guessing games with myself.

I may look fine on the outside.
But deep down im still recuperating over the tiniest thing ever.
I cant be looking gloomy and upset when i meet my friends.
But im glad to have their companion when im most down.
My lovely girls make me happy somehow.
We talking bout girls' thing,
sharing the ugliest secrets guys never know,
shopping fears and more.

Anyways my weekends are down with work and of course
my deareeeeest grandma's birthday celebration at Chinatown.
I must make my weekend fun.
I must make myself happier.. i will i will.

2008-04-25T00:00:00.017+08:00

Loh(Sisters/Twins/Friends)

Photos uploaded and the end. More to come right, mon?:) Goodnight world xoxo.

2008-04-24T22:12:00.009+08:00

Days Could Be Happier

Recently i shopped online and offline,
unintentionally and guiltily :x im so so spoilt
and sucha spendthrift damn.

Anyways on tuesday i pulled dad with me to SIM
to attend an information session.
And finally we decided to settle with SIM
:) peaceful agreement.

After which, i headed town myself; window shopped.
I thought i would end up walking aimlessly like a lost soul but no.
I got myself a dirt cheap top-dress, t-shirt and some accessories.
I felt slightly better and took a long bus ride home falling asleep.
Also on the day itself i transferred bout fifty plus for two top-dress online!
And i received them today in the mailbox(Wooo ultimate satisfaction...)

As for today i met Monica Honey to SIM.
Like seriously, our meeting to SIM was super last minute.
If we didnt bump onto each other yesterday,
we wouldnt be hanging out happily this afternoon hehe.
We headed town after SIM,
had good cheap nice portion of Fish and Chips and Mudpie
from The Manhatten Fish Market(Mon's recomendations).

After lunch-dinner, she went for tuition teaching
and i went shopping in town again.
I was good, i controlled myself hehe.
Cos im needa transferred another sum of money,
yea' i online shop again hahaha.
I cant wait for pay to come.
Please dont make me wait.
Come cash come.

Im still on the stage of recovering.
Someone prescribe me the best medicine please.
You re so complicated.

2008-04-22T00:02:00.008+08:00

I Am Trapped

I lost completely, to you
Now tell me, how should i move.

Everything happened too fast; it felt so airy,

I cant feel anything.

Cos im too afraid of holding on to anything.

Force me to the truth.

So.. my point is read in between my lines.

***

I bought Tasmania Honey from my next-door-neighbour at the Taka booth from Ms Foo(Auntie Honey). Honey makes me happy especially when i felt bits depressed last few nights. I was very happy and then i was sad the next. I felt even worse tonight. I walked alone, far stretched down to wherever it takes me to. It was awfully terrible. I never felt like this for a long time. I almost tear for some invalid reasons i dont know why. Emotional caught me tonight. At last the feets felt tired and i hopped on the longest bus ride home ever - bus14. Im very very very depressed and got sunk right down bottom. Some alcohol might do the job i thought okaaayee maybe you could knock some senses into me first. Just what is wrong?

2008-04-18T23:19:00.003+08:00

Hush or harsh

I'm afraid of truth.
I'm afraid of the present.
I consoled myself.
It didnt work.
I want to corner myself a side,
But wherever i turn.
I return to the same spot.
Pull me away from the spiral.
Someone, someone.

2008-04-16T12:04:00.003+08:00

Just Like Every Other Girl

I got up around nine am plus and i was wondering how i should spend my time before work. Initial plan was to meet Rfa in the morning but ended up we re all lazy bums to get our feets off our beds just for MacDonalds' breakfast. So i was thinking of continuing watching my tapes(FlightPlan Movie) or switched on my laptop and stoned throughout.

So i blog-hopped this morning to where my mouse clicks me to. I came across a girl's blog and read about a lengthy post about her and her current life. And exactly, thats what im facing now too - what will i be in the future.. who's being true to me and whos not.

Each time, i had to console myself, telling myself. This is the so called "life". Happy or sad, Ups or Downs, tomorrow will still comes. We have take our life a step at a time. Every decision made brings us to a new consequence. Be it good or bad, we have to face them ourselves and alone.

This is the harsh part of reality. It can never be like a dream, wishing for a perfect scenario everyday. Oh wells enough enough. Im waiting patiently for my grandparents to buy me LorMee(all-time lunch favourites) from Bedok Interchange. Hehe i feel blessed with my dears around.

I yearn to be happy each day xoxo.

2008-04-15T21:41:00.003+08:00

A Home-y Day

I brought my grandparents to Tampines Crystal Jade Restaurant for lunch. The service was not very good, you know auntie's attitude? Anyways after which walked around TM & CS then returned back home. I fell asleep as soon as i got home and woke up at five pm. Taaadaaa! My chopped fringe is finally revealed! Its growing its growing! :)

2008-04-14T23:45:00.003+08:00

Wrong

Why is it always like this?
An eye for an eye.
Very childish humans we are.

2008-04-13T01:35:00.002+08:00

Running against time

And guess which celebrities i saw today? Jamie Yeo and Glenn Ong, the perfect good looking couple and Glenn Ong is absolutely charming :O

Today, work was pretty eventful yep and im on-knees-down grateful to my dear Aisya for helping me out so last minute today and tomorrow when nobody elses could. Without her, i seriously cannot survive my weekends well, love you honey.

And also much thanks to Mr Oh-So-Nice Adam for accompanying to walk home the girls and finally sending me home after the short meet up at Princess Mac. The night was great.

2008-04-11T12:44:00.006+08:00

Help anyone?

I need some recommendations on Chinese Restaurants that have good/excellent services, quality food and also easy accessibility(with credit card discount preferably). Ive already plan a date to celebrate my grandma's birthday but venue ive got no idea seriously. Suggestions anyone? Okk i better start hunting now..

And my work is making me crazily tired. During these days, i often sleep around two am then wake up around eleven am. Causing me to skip my breakfast hours and missing out my beauty sleeps which is from tenpm to twoam daily. My face is super unglam, pimples/acnes arising :( I hate putting on foundations, makeups to go to work. But if i dont, i need a mask to work then. Makeups makes us look good on the outside but worsens our skins on the inside.

I cant wait for 24thApril to be over. That will mark the end of my Taka Part time job and so i ll have more free time with my dear ones. Argh these two weeks are sure making my life like hell. Damn you money. On a lighter note, i saw Chen Han Wei at Taka haha. Celebrities definitely look much better in real life than on pictures and tv. I keep seeing Mediacorp celebrities nowadays woo so lucky huh lol.

Note to self: University Application.. SIM SIM SIM confirmed.
(Dont make me waver again.)

2008-04-10T11:11:00.004+08:00

Dont wake me up

I need a run way from this harsh reality.
Reality isnt the place for me to stay.
It is too much for me to take.

Bring me a magical wand to make my dream come alive.
And turn the blacks into whites.

2008-04-08T10:13:00.002+08:00

A Long Ride, Alone Ride

Long ride to Ang Mo Kio, Serangoon, Novena, Bishan, Toa Payoh, Orchard then bus 14 straight back home. Self obsession:)

Till then, take care. Off to youtube.com then ready for work until night.

2008-04-07T10:10:00.000+08:00

Work is tired

Its really tiring holding two part time jobs! My schedule for the following weeks is going to be tight again. This means im going to grow more pimples/acnes and deeper eye bags. Sad case. Anyways here are some photos taken five days back, after the meal with my boss and Simin.

Seriously girls, we need more hanging out kaaaay? Thats when i de stress and im back to my crazy self. And i love jacq's camera cos i looked like i have flawless skin(i dont). Hehehe.

This is a short post before i start traveling along the Northline of the MRT tracks later. Im going town myself to get my brows trimmed and maybe walked around a little. By the way, im sick of my blog layout again. I shall get it done tonight(try) and i'll be back in the evening to catch "Ah Wang". Zooooooom, off to prepare!

2008-04-02T23:16:00.000+08:00

My day started off with meeting Michelle(Boss) and Simin to Orchard Hotel for lunch buffet. Hehe the afternoon was great and food was awesomely delicious:) Full and satisfied. We saw some mediacorp celebrities as well, Dasmond Koh, Cavin Soh, Huang Wen Yong and some other crews. They had their buffet lunch at the same place as us. They came to Orchard Hotel to do some filmings near the Lobby.

After which, we went back to Plaza Singapura. Im supposed to collect my March salary, but the dumb stupid forgetful me left my time schedule card at home! Tell me, careless not? I realised it only when i was at Aljunied. Abit far to U-turn back right? *Angry with myself*

At around fivepm i headed to Bugis to meet Jacq and Sab girlfriends. I miss my honeypies oh so much! It was pure companion with Jacq to shop and dinner. She's indeed a "without much consideration and hesitation" shopper hahaha. Unlike me, im a detailed shopper. I ll ensure that the piece is worth the cents i pay hehe calculative right? Anyhows, it was seriously nice seeing my honeys again xoxoxo.

2008-04-01T23:49:00.003+08:00

Merry April's Fool

So did anyone of you got tricked? Hahaha well i got tricked and tricked someone else.. I guess this is just another eventful day to make life more interesting? Hmm.

Yesterday i travelled from Bedok to Pasir Ris to Jurong Point to Boon Lay Place to Bukit Merah to Tiong Bahru to Vivocity to Habour Front Centre to Paya Lebar to Bedok with my two-inches heels. Seriously, its killing me. As for today, i made my start with my flat pumps from Bedok to Katong Mall to Marine Parade Central to Parkway Parade to Compass Point to Punggol Plaza to Little India to Vivocity to Bedok. More unfamilar places to explore in the coming days and weeks. Thank god, the company is paying for my transportation or else..

At the very end of the day, i ll sleep peacefully on the bus.. go home, watch my daily dosage of AhWang's Series and Just in Singapore every night. I can foresee this month to be a very tight and busy schedule at work. Oh yeah i caught a Rule#1 with my dad sis aunt and cousin. I like the storyline and the plot, its something new and i ll give two thumbs up! (Although during some gruesome parts, i watched them in between my finger gaps)

Anyways here are my TOP10 good and bad habits!
(Do this my friends, i want to know bout you too!)

1) I always drag my time to bathe at night and most of my friends know this well hahaha. When i say "ok i go bathe now.." = one hour later then bathe hehehe.
2) Having a bowl of rice daily is essential for me. Porridge not counted.
3) I dont keep long finger and toe nails. I think they re making things so difficult for me.
4) I dont like to put make up sometimes because i ll drag my time again to get them removed.
5) I make it a habit to tidy up my closet every week, i like to keep my pretty clothes well.
6) I flare up easily when im feeling sleepy and exhausted.
7) When i yelled harshly at my siblings, i ll regret it the very next moment.
8) I jot down every single details happening whenever possible in my RedBlind journal (RedBlind is the name of my diary)
9) I often live on instant noodles. Cant blame me, it runs in the blood. (Because my dad does it too.) Dont worry, im cutting down already.
10) Sometimes when i talk, i frown but i dont realise hahaha.

Oh yeah one more thing, ive trimmed and chopped my fringes today. I looked holly horrible. Dont be surprise to see me with my roxy/billabong cap everyday.

Sian msn got problem cant go online! Anyways, tomorrow its pay day pay day yay pay day!:D Ok readers, you ve been good because you actually read this duper lengthy post until here. Have a great day tomorrow! Ok i go bathe now, yes i mean now i will:) Night.

2008-03-30T11:49:00.005+08:00

HOW? Life's like this.

K, the full leggings that i bought with you at Heeren torn already! Before i could wear it out, i saw a hole somewhere near my knee level. I was clearly sure that it wasnt done by me(Im very careless though). I like the material and quality very much but argh, i wanted to kill someone hahahaha. $9.90 per pair lol okk its considered reasonable, but if im going back to buy another pair it'd be $19.80 for a pair!! How? I like that pair of super comfy leggings very much though.. :( Im so upset. Tell me, should i go back and get it?

Just this morning, i accompanied the grandfolks to hawker for breakfast and market to fetch some groceries. The surroundings around me havent changed much, some uncles and aunties still recognised me:). I was brought around to the market since very young, when my dearest grandma took care of me till now. But some familar faces which i thought i would see appearing in some stalls disappear. Then my grandma whispered in my ears, telling me that some have already passed away and some fell down in the market then became paralysed.. I felt very very very painful and sad. Life is just this fragile. It knocked senses into my mind to treasure even more the people around me.. *prays* Lets all live and love more to build a better tomorrow:D

Anyways met up with Qiutin and roamed town on friday, and went Party World(first time) with Apple yesterday. Then at night, met the secondary mates a while over at Goose house. I revamped my blog layout.. yet im not satisfied mm. Okk i need to tidy up my clothes now.

I didnt know good friends could make you cry.

2008-03-27T23:46:00.000+08:00

Healthy Lifestyle nots

So this was last sunday. I need more exercise. Maybe i should start with sit-ups at home first huh hahaha. Ok so here's a super simple collage done using photoshop.

Okaaaay work tomorrow morning and am heading to dental appointment in the evening. Anyways i cant wait for March's Pay! I hereby announced Sockie Loh is broke, so be prepared to pay for her expenses if you want to date her. Hahahaha alright im kidding but im seriously cash tight. Till then, take care all.

Sometimes im nobody to no one

2008-03-26T16:29:00.005+08:00

I MISS SCHOOL

Im right now back in TP lab six alone with a couple of unfamilar faces. I came back to school to get my transcripts but its going to take 5 working days to reach me(i need to pay $10.20). And i need it urgently by this week together with my first term school fees, how can i wait?! And TP is actually sending it out to all graduating students by first week of april. I might as well wait right rather than paying the ten bucks plus. Sigh.

Tomorrow, im suppose to make a trip down to Murdoch and SIM with dad. I just called SIM, the May intake is closed and i think i want to wait for the August intake. So i do not have to go down to SIM tomorrow. And for Murdoch.. i seriously need to think about the offer again. They have been calling me up to make my first payment before April:x I feel that everything has been too rush for me these days regarding my university applications. Argh its driving me crazy! I need time time time! So maybe, im not going Murdoch(or maybe i should just go?) ok im very very unsure now.

My dad dont really like the idea of me going to Mass Comm Studies. He feels that ive wasted my Diploma in BIT. He insists me of going to a Business Degree instead(And it costs cheaper). Seriously, i rather not furthur my studies..

I want to scream. Who understands me?

Today, ive been traveling myself around the East side to get my stuff done. Im drained out totally. I want to go home now:( Ive got much to update but i dont know where to start. My journey has been tougher as i grow..

2008-03-23T11:57:00.005+08:00

Period

Im feeling very vexed, irritated, upset, emotional and mixed. Why do i always have to feel these all the time? I need to do more personal self reflection. Unhappy. Im going out to East Coast to take and breathe in some fresh air..

I dare not hope. Im glad that yawning can cover my tears. Dont put in too much effort in me. I might be a disappointment.

2008-03-21T00:30:00.006+08:00

Our Dress Date

And so.. i met Apple in the afternoon to submit my transcript to SMA, we caught Step Up II woooot finally! Of course im loving it, the dance moves and the casts! Im totally in love with Robert Hoffman and Briana Evigan - they were awesomely hot in the movie! Seriously i dont mind watching it another time;) Anyways after which met mel and we headed to some Indonesia Restaurant at Lucky Plaza for dinner. It was sumptious and at a reasonably price. The night was good and well spent with them! I was good today too, i didnt splurge on anything:D alright i need to bathe. Im already feeling lazy for tmr's work... ciao.

2008-03-19T00:15:00.006+08:00

Forty-Five Minutes Talk [Edited]

Today i served a Japanese tourist who is a professor in one of Japan's Universities and he came to Singapore for a Joint Exchange with NTU. Besides recommending products to him, we talked about other topics like local universities, Singapore delicacies, where to duriansD24 and Bah Kut Teh etc. That explains the forty five minutes hahaha he is a very chattable and friendly customer i must say. I enjoyed talking to him and i must admit im a lousy Singaporean. I dont even know where to find the best Bah Kut Teh. And come to realise, i only had Bah Kut Teh either cooked by my grandma or at Malaysia. Ive never tasted one true real Bah Kut Teh outside before! :x What a shame! I must go and taste it one day.. mmm. Anyways i hope he ll have fun in Singapore during his short period of stay before he returns on Thursday:)

Photos taken at work. And i looked very girly and short in the first photo right? Hahaha i was wearing the GIRLS Sweet Heart Denim Skirt(13/14yrs) with a bunch of wands. And you must be wondering how come the name label is not my name. We purposely put some other annoymous name for.. fun and nothing lol. We re so lame and cheeky at work sometimes.

Anyways i love my the condition of my hair now, soft and it doesnt entangles! Before that i was using Silkpro and it made my hair duper dry. And now im currently using Sunsilk, woooo it was so much better for my hair:) Meet me usuals!

2008-03-17T23:25:00.004+08:00

Monday Blues(not)

I was late for work today :x anyways the climax of the day is Jeanette Aw(欧宣) came to our shop! And she was so lovely sweet and pretty just like in the television! I plucked up my courage and ive got a photo taken with her:) I came back home showing it off to my siblings hahaha they re fans of hers. Ohkay supper time.

2008-03-15T12:02:00.001+08:00

Mixed

Im very upset at my sister. Can someone kindly lend me your MobTV user account just for a day or can someone be nice to subscribe an account for me just for a month?

I wish the girl is me but it wont be.

2008-03-14T00:00:00.003+08:00

It was a fulfilled day.

:) I met up with Sarah this evening! We met up for tonnes of catching up, it was so long since our last meet up which is.. err last year i think. During this 2008 first session, we talked about our own lives, and i was glad and :O that she actually remembered most of the things about me. Aww so nice right, when someone remembers the things you used to rant about. This shows that she listens attentively to me!:) Hehe appreciated it much.

Im so full of envy of Sarah! She's got a great boyfriend and she's in NTU Communication Studies. Oh she just got everything i wanted hahaha im glad she's doing well:D

Anyways we went Novena and looked for Queenie as well. Oh how time flies, we've know each other for four years already! Amazing. And we snapped like nobody's business.

When we were about to leave the place, i saw someone i never thought i would see there. And i never expect him to appear there *what was i thinking?* Maybe he didnt want to acknowledge me hmm whatever. Anyways that "him" is not somebody i like k.

Alright whatever anything. I want to watch my video tapes.

2008-03-13T14:05:00.003+08:00

Im feeling vexed

Oh yeah ive gotten back my results, it was fine just like what ive expected. So now i can submit my transcripts and O'level results to SMA by next week. And also im applying for SMU. I know the possibilities of getting in isnt high but i ll never know unless i try right? And i need to know more about the SAT I: Reasoning Test. It's an advantage to a duper average student like me if im able to score well in it. Argh so many procedures and forms to be completed, plus work is tying me down.

Please pray for me sincerely that everything for my university application runs smoothly for me. And also that i ll get my two months part time accounting job at Novena.

2008-03-12T23:00:00.004+08:00

Beauty Up Our Life

My MSN doesnt listen to me tonight. It's not following my orders instead its giving me troubleshoot problems that i cannot solve:( BAH.

I just came back from bugis steamboat with Apple and Jenny. It was a good gossiping session about everything including the man beside us haha. As usual steamboat makes me feel oily and dirty but its nice drinking the hot delicious tomyam soup in this kind of rainy weather:) Im so so bloated with prawns and buns.

Anyways ive been spending quite a bit on beauty products at a shot(running out!)- blusher, nail polish, facial cleanser, shampoo, conditioner, hair serum and body scrub. They are the basic necessities for girls and thus worth spending a little bit more to look better and also for the benefits of guys. So its good to invest on good and long lasting beauty products. Im sure the girls would definitely agree with this. Ohkaay thats all for now. Im going to shut down my laptop and be a tv addict!

Sometimes it doesnt work right on me.

2008-03-11T23:40:00.008+08:00

Friday Night Come Alive

Credits to Jacq who uploaded these photos from her camera and lyn for the trouble to send through yousendit. Seriously i bet no one takes as much photos as us. It is to the extend of dividing the photos into two files in order to send through yousendit. We re all full time camwhorers haha. As usual, we roamed around marina square while waiting for sab and lyn. Then went Yoshinoya for late dinner, stood at certain spots for as long as half an hour thinking of places to head and our main subject slowly got drifted away and finally we came to a decision of going to a pub.. we re all aimless people haha.

Yup so that was my friday night after work. My current laptop is giving me problems again. Firstly, my "ctrl" button came off again -.- Secondly, there's something wrong with my keypads. ~~Sometimes~~Frequently, they cant seem to be working right. None of the characters appear, no matter how hard i enter them. And the only current solution is to restart my whole damn laptop. It gets me on my nerves and its duper irritating. It happens almost every now and then argh help.

Anyways my dad gotten me a 120 GK hard disk(finally) at $99 during the Suntec IT Fair! Woooooot, my dad only gets stuffs that are at their lowest and cheapest rate hehe thanks dad:) Okk bathe bathe. Oh yes! No work tmr and day after and im going to sleep as much as i can and im heading OUT OUT OUT for fun!

2008-03-10T00:02:00.003+08:00

Woooooot

Wow boy today's really my luckiest day. I actually picked up a $50 note on the floor outside my cashier counter! The first thing that came to my mind was "is it counterfeit"? I hurried to Apple and i've decided to return the money if anyone asked about it. Fortunately(?) or not, no one came forward to claim it back. Hence, finder keeper haha i am going to spend it all with the colleagues on a steamboat meal treat soon:)

Not only that, a caucasian wanted to give me tips on my service! Lol its my first time receiving monetary reward from a customer. And of course i didnt take from him, though its only 80 cents. Hehehe his three year old son is really cute and handsome la, with his blue sparkling eyes.

Anyways during these few nights, ive been meeting the guys after work. Its nice being with them and having a good natural laugh on way back home. They've seen my most ugliest and unglam moment since secondary school aha. Oh and thanks Adam for walking me home tonight.

I feel blessed having nice and caring friends around.
(telling me to cut down on instants noodles, eat healthily and dont be lazy to brush your teeth especially when you re on braces etc..)

*Yawn* okk off to bathe and goodnight. So going to be busy next week! Busy is good so i dont have to think about anything silly:) Its good to stay this way and so let it be.

2008-03-09T00:32:00.006+08:00

Sentiment

Currently im all over in love with the song "Liu Xing Sen Lin Yu" by Daniel Chan. The song is very soothing to my ears and it brings back plenty of memories of MDC. Cos Choong sang it before. I like the feeling each time when the song starts playing in my mp3 i feel peace. And i kinda miss that period of my teen life.

i was borned with talent
making simplicity complicated

2008-03-08T03:01:00.003+08:00

A little more to drown me down

I think im not applying for SIM, the fees are high. Mm all i hope now is for better examination results.

When i was cabbing home myself tonight, i totally enjoyed the ride with my mp3. So nice and comfy that i almost dozed off looking at the sceneries around me. I wished the uncle would just ride me around the tiny island haha. Anyways the uncle is real niceeee:)

Oh yes, i enjoyed the companion of my usuals just now, jacq piccas quick! Ok it's getting late i need sleeps and im only left with five hours.

Sometimes its not for yourself but for the ones you care.

Im thankful for those who care about me.

2008-03-06T10:30:00.002+08:00

MYM - MEETING THE YOUNG MINDS

Ohkaaay the awaited photos are uploaded here and credits to B&J:)

These were on monday evening, preparation for our booth!

Yumm my favourite NACHOS.

and my favourite greentea:)

Ohkaay and the followings were taken on Tuesday, the actual day of MYM!

OUR ART

Shuting Wani Me

Monica

My year two babes

Simon, his video was a classic man! hahaha

KB our MR BIT for 2008.

My nonsensical, funnily cute partner since year2!

Lyana the pink lady in class.

"BG people, please gather for photo taking!"

GroupShot I: With Ms Lenny Aw, my SIP LO & Careperson for year3.

She's a very very nice lecturer and boy, her laughters were contagious!:D

GroupShot II: With Mr Benedict, Our Course Manager & BI Tutor.

GroupShot III: With Mr Jackson Ng, the bouncier lecturer hahaha he's damn smart k.

GroupShot IV: With Mr Binggo, my dupernice careperson
and POT Tutor since year1:)

And lastly GroupShot V: Mr See-Toh, our MP Supervisor! He's really comical:D

After MYM, i met the same old nice colleagues for movie at Cathay Cineplex.

And the final photo of me and simin yesterday after work..

We only knew each other for two days yet it seemed like two years hahaha.

I finally see the real Simin yesterday cos on first day she was as quiet as a mouse.

But on msn and work yesterday, boy was she noisy and funny lol.

She's very cute and nice girl to work with i must say, yay see ya on friday full shift :)

Today, thursday.. my plans for today was either to coop home or to IT fair.

But i guess the rain has already ruined my plans,

so maybe i ll watch some videos & movie at home sweet home.

Oh yes STEPUP II, ive watched online halfway..

and i cant wait for the movie to be out in Singapore on 13/14th march!

2008-03-04T23:43:00.004+08:00

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL

The final day of school.

MeetingYoungMinds was a success.

Everyone was busily taking photos with one another. So was i.

It's sad knowing that we might not be able to see each other as frequently as before.

Every start of something new brings to a saddening finale eventually.

However they will be then churned into the finest memory in us.

I'll never forget...

1) My daily-must breakfast in biz park,

(two siew mai with chilli sauce, yam bun and vitasoy)

2) Year1.1 accounting term test, the first eye candy met hahaha.

3) The torturous subjects ive been through with my mates (NMM, OTBS, BI)

4) Despite getting caught eating in labs, i still continue to do so.

(Even yesterday i ate in BITL lab and i got caught like 5th or 6th times by staff)

5) Those tiny little happiest craziest moments that make up a whole of happiness.

(i shall keep it secretly to myself only)

And of course today, the last day yet alot of lucky things happen to me:)

(Outside lect21 and The Cathay Cineplex)

I think im very silly but being silly makes me happy unknowingly.

Alright that sounds stupid but people who knows me deep understand what i mean.

Anyways after MeetingYoungMinds, i headed town by Express518 with monica.

She's a great companion and a very nice bubbly lovely mate!

It was great talking to her and she made the bus ride shorter:D

Then after i met Apple and Mel for The Leap Year movie.

It was... okaaaaaaaaay 3 upon 5, yup.

All in all, i'll never forget today.

I think its one of my luckiest day(?) i feel so easily happy hehe.

Ok alright need to bathe and head to sleep, gotta work tmr!

2008-03-03T01:01:00.002+08:00

MAKE UP YOUR MIND

Would you rather..

- Love OR to be loved?

- Choose OR to be chosen?

- Disappoint others OR to be disappointed by others?

Sometimes you need a fall before you succeed.

2008-03-02T22:06:00.001+08:00

Event III: PH's Birthday!

We went to Waraku Restaurant and celebrated PH's 20th birthday.

Was supposed to be a surprise but we failed cos he wasnt at least surprised(?) lol

Anyways the food was good and the portion was shockingly big.

I love groupshot!:D this was after dinner.

I love my girls.

We've been together since thirteen until now.. :O

After dinner, we went to goose house to prepare for the next surprise.
And when the time got nearer, we headed to the park near Kembangan.. and
finally the birthday boy and the gf arrived!

see the mean goose trying to smash our poor boy to the cakee.. haha
actually i was the one who poked the candle right deep into the cake =p

the aftermath lol

Hahaha okk serious for now, NYDC cake for him - his favourite.

Once again, happy birthday JIEMEI and be happy for ever!

Im here when you need to talk!(:

2008-03-02T04:03:00.001+08:00

Event II: Ben's Birthday!

I headed town with qiutin for some window shopping..

and of course i didnt went home empty handed when i say i ll do window shop only.

Argh splurging again..

And say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR LEAP YEAR KID BEENNNY.

My wish for ben stays happy and healthy forever:D

Haha the little boy is damn cute! He was trying to imitate ben.

And this was of course ben's sweet love:) happpppy for his sweet love.

And then.. the camwhore started for hours madly!

Angieee

Lyn and more photos with her to come lol

GroupSHOT

dear mich

the random people

i like this photo i think its really natural candid!

trios

And i shall end this post with lyn..

Seriously, we took almost like two/three hundred of photos man.

From five cameras, mine mich lyn sab jacq hahaha

And sometimes when the usuals hang out together, no one brings it at all!

Once again, happy birthday to benson lee shih loong!

2008-03-01T02:19:00.002+08:00

Events on 28thFebruary2008[I]

Thursday marks the end of my days in TemasekPolytechnic.

It was the last paper for Sem3.3, seriously i ll miss TP and the fun stuff i had.

Anyhows... after the papers, met the usuals and headed off to Katong to K.

Photos uploaded! More to come from the rest(:

jacq and i at bedok interchange

my girlfriends

mich dear

ooo saw Lin You Jia?

After K ed with the peeps, i headed off myself to ECP.
I walked from Parkway Parade to East Coast Park-.- from PIT19 to PIT29.
Boy was it long boring and tiring man..

The butterfly cupcakes we got for our birthday girl shuting!

And the poor birthday girl got smashed!

members&kawans:D

And this is the forever fairness faboo, miss chua wan leng =p

And the three of us still remain the same since secondary school, it was good.

miss wani white and JJ

The secondary peeps!

Happy birthday ShuTing and i hope you enjoyed yourself:D

Alright, more photos coming my way - ben's & ph's birthday... ...

But before i need to catch some forty winks, ive got work tmr morning at ten =/

Ohkaaaaaay BYE and NIGHT folks.

2008-02-28T22:42:00.002+08:00

最长的电影

2008-02-27T14:15:00.005+08:00

INTEGRATION; HR; A&F?

Yes they are the ERM terms that ive been mugging since dont know when..

And somehow they went into my brain cells and vanished as fast as they could

Till now im not confident of tomorrow's morning paper..

How now brown cow.. i need not only time but energy and more focus!

Ive been drifting away in macDonalds and the laptop has been distracting.

The McSpicy burger is so tempting me.. but i cant eat(bite) them!
I hate the seeing the presence and not feeling it oh wells :x

Ohkaaay im heading off home to rest before i start my engine running again..

2008-02-26T00:30:00.000+08:00

OVER THE WEEKENDS

And so me, the grandparents and aunt amy went to Malaysia for wedding dinner.

I could really relax myself entirely there, in a less hustle and bustle environment.

It was really nice, peaceful just by sitting near the big sea feeling the breeze.

During the night, seeing the folks majonging and i wished upon the moon and stars.

Boy it was greaaaaaaaat.

I brought my ERM books over to mug and i only managed to cover one chapter:x

My malaysia relatives are always all nice friendly warming people.

They always make us comfortable like home and bring us to the best places to dine.

I wasnt able to capture ANY photos at all because my dumb phone died very soon.

Even when i charged it perfectly full on the earlier day before-.-
What a spoiler..

Their life and my life is a big gap, just like two different worlds.

Anyways during these days, i wasnt able to taste the sumptuous dishes.

I had porridge, milo and ice cream and more porridge, milo and ice cream.

Seriously im very very very sick of them now..

I cant bite argh, i was so dying to eat their wanton noodles laa:(

Okk finally a decent photo of me and the braces, not very clear though.

Im still not used to smiling with braces, it feels weird and very unnatural on me..

And if you re observant, you can see the gap on the left side of my mouth:(

Hehehe i think im going to practice to smile without showing my teeths then..

Ahh my lips are peeling badly and my itchy fingers just couldnt help but to tear them!
Alrightt off to my daily dosage of 15mins of brushing the teeths and lip cream.
Ciaooooooo.

Note to self: Study study study and so you wont regret.. degree degree degree.

2008-02-22T15:10:00.004+08:00

HELLO BRACES

Aisya accompanied to my dental appointment today, thanks sweetheart:)

and ive got my braces done and another two teeth plucked.

I cant believe i went through these sufferings that i thought i could never do it.

Anyways guess what i had for the whole day? Only HL milk!!

HL milk for breakfast, HL milk for lunch :x

I kinda forgot that they are going to insert the brackets today..

So i quickly grabbed HL milk from seven eleven for breakfast oh wells.

The moment i got back i took another cup of milk and popped down the painkillers.

My right side began to ache/pain, i cant differentiate.

Immediately i put myself to sleep and here i am, awake from sleep.

Im feeling so much better..

I realised after my braces, i dont feel like talking, i dont wanna take photos.

No doubt, my smile gonna be damn stiff and my lips are duper dry.

AND I CANT BITE......................................

How to go malaysia to attend the wedding dinner tmr!?

I've already promised my grandparents i will go and i dont wanna disappoint them.

But then i need to live on porridge for the next few days! Sigh..

Finally all the best to those taking exams especially my usuals
- mich ben lyn jacq sab!

2008-02-21T22:48:00.005+08:00

期待和等待只有一线之差

*

oh and tmr is friday again, meeting my dentist again x:

2008-02-20T09:20:00.003+08:00

JAY ZHOU

ooo yesterday my aunt came back with him.

She brought him home from office of the U-weekly magazine with him on the cover.

I've been cutting down on magazine buying cos im on savings(?)

And i think ive been spending quite abit in the very last time on magazines.

But now my aunt is able to bring back every copy from her friend.

Her friend is a fast reader hehe woo i know wo zhuan dao :x

Anyways i managed to catch all the three popular mandarin movies.

On monday i went to watch Ah Long Pte Ltd it was not my cup of tea so, 2.5 stars.

And yesterday i went to watch kungfu basketball with my aunt.
It was waaaaay better than AhLongPteLtd maybe cos jay zhou's in it? hahaha

Although the show wasnt much realistic but it was ok and fine for me, 3.2 stars.

Comparing these three, i think CJ7's still the best.

Yup, go watch it before its ending *wink*

Alright needa change and prepare before heading off to uncle kelvin's place:)

2008-02-17T13:45:00.000+08:00

SAT AFTERNOON GIRLS' DAY OUT

the sweetest girl in our clique :D

oo i love my nail color!

why lyn's hand so stiff haha

love them!

my beautiful girls

smileeeys

with all different poses(:

Ah finally you see a shot with my mouth open ah hahaha
Im currently bo-gay on the left side so im not smiling all widely with teeths.

Therefore, i looked un-natural and abit like not happy lol but thats not true!

Im always double happy with my favourite girls around..(:

We went town shopping for sales items and for cheap yet good beauty products.
And we all got something in our shopping bags!:D
After which i left for home and the girls joined the guys for movie.

Alright im heading off to bathe, preparing for early reunion dinner and visiting later!
Ciaooo all xoxo.

2008-02-15T12:15:00.004+08:00

I, ACTUALLY ENDURE THROUGH

Im in school. Back in project lab two, waiting for the rest to come.

But before i went dentist.. remember? i need to get my teeths pluck the morning.
Rafa accompanied me at 9am to the dental clinic, thank you so much!

When i was lying on the couch, my legs couldnt stop shivering madly!

The dentist thought i was really scared. I was but that is not the reason for shivering!
Seriously, it looked like i had fits or something.. (walao) very embarrassing.
At that point i wished ive got a stop button.. i just couldnt control :x
I want to hide my face la.. im not going to wear shorts to the clinic anymore.

So the injection was indeed like an ant bite and its not so pain.

It was "endurable" hahaha i wish the aftermath wouldnt be hard as well.

Currently im biting on the cottom wool and my saliva couldnt stop drooling.

It seemed that they have stopped bleeding, but i dont dare to take out.

Cos i know i ll feel empty as the numbness just went off..

Oh wells, for the next couple of days i need to live on cold food and drinks.

And my face is swollen:( how to go visiting on sunday?

Anyways after the session i head off to school.. for a fifteen mins lesson.
:x it was kelvin lim's ERM lesson haha i like this lecturer la:)

and today, also marks the last day of school.. oh man im starting to miss TP.

Im reminiscing the past already:(

Another friday to come, another three more to go :x

2008-02-14T21:09:00.000+08:00

LAST MAJOR PRESENTATION

The very final major presentation that marks the end of my year3 life:(
Photos taken to keep with us forever as memories..
So we took many lame photos and this is in the library level seven.

Beware.. we got guns lol

We started shooting at each other hahaha this is the result of overstressed.
And those below were taken in lab9..

Yes jannah?

Candid shot, i was practicing my speech.

When everyone gets serious..

At level five just before presentation..

Grooming in the toilet!

Now.. this is after presentation! Our group and Aisya's group:)

My closest buddy/friend since year two in poly..

Cant imagine life in school without her to laugh with all the nonsensical things..

Anyways, the final presentation was alright! Goodjob girls!
Okk just one more, one damn BI second submission by sunday..

Oh yes, happy valentines' day readers!
I went singing with sab and lyn.. weeee thankgod we sang before tmr morning.
And now i smelled badly of ciggar eww~ ok bathe soon.
Pray for me for tomorrow please.

2008-02-13T21:31:00.005+08:00

2008-02-12T21:55:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CNY PART II [EDITED]

And so my chu er was spent at home with non-stop flow of guests
and not to mention.. the red packets:D
Hehehe a photo of me and my sister below.. not much photos taken.

And the chu san was spent with my favourite secondary peeps and to grandaunt's.
We went to syl then to ph to adam and to goose's place.
I didnt manage to head to goose's place thought, was in a rush.. yup.

With dearest deb.

In the midst of everyone doing dont know what hahaha

With jiemei!

And of course when i was back home with my "ilovehertobits" grandma.
She looks damn happy la :D

Seriously, i dont believe my luck.
I "banban" everyday each time i play black jack..
How come ladyluck isnt shining on me the other way round?
School results or lovelife?
Hahaha well better than not giving me luck at all right?
Even though i almost "banluck" or "banban",
i still lost quite a bit thoughout, cept on chu si (:

On Chu Er.

^
These were on CHU SAN
v

And so this was on CHU SI.

So this was my new year 2008.. overall the four days were shortlived yet fun:)

Yup tmr major presentation.. good luck to all BIT students!

Just came back from CJ7 movie with auntamy and brother.

I wasnt much interested in the movie actually.. but after watching

it really touches my heart to the extend of tearing while watching hehehe

It's touching and hilarious throughout, am lovin' it already!

And i swear the little girl is born talented in acting, impressive~

I'll rate it 4 out of 5 stars! Go watch go!
Ohkaaay off to bathe.. visitors dropping by again, ciao.

2008-02-11T23:33:00.000+08:00

MONDAY?(?)?

The monday that doesnt seems like monday.
Four days of HCNY flew just like this omgasp its very fast indeed.
This week will be pretty packed for me cos of the followings:
Later out with mel, tmr busy preparing for wednesday presentation.
Wednesday evening sixfifteenpm - major project final presentation.
Valentines' day/K on thursday.. and friday my horrible teeth plucking day.
And by the way, these days mark the end of my semester.
My last week of lessons in school and then graduation and sayonara to tp:(

I cant believe how i actually manage to survive and went through my three years.
Its been amazing and all, the friends ive made, the fan-tabulous lecturers.
Afterall, they were the ones that helped me make it through my poly years.
Big Sigh.. i ll definitely miss TP and i never regret embarking my life here.
Its been real good.. :D will keep it deep down in the heart.

A new quote i wanna keep and bare it in mind: 'NEVER LOSE HOPE'
If you believe in something or you want to achieve something,
Never give up because there is always a chance as long as your heart doesnt stop pounding!

2008-02-10T11:49:00.000+08:00

MY CNY EVE AND CHU YI

Dont know why.. im kinda sick of my blogskins so TA DA! The new one here:D
Anyways Piccas uploaded on CNY eve and CNY first day.

The not so nice YU SHENG this year =/

DAY ONE OF CNY!

Focus on the acrylic nails!:D

Wooo "ban-ban"!!

My very out-dated grandpa lol very love still.

So the first day was spent photoshooting, chatting about the family matters with auntie lynn. And the evening was spent gambling hehe and of course collecting red packets woohoo.

I dont know why suddenly my future is a mist. And im afraid of it approaching me..

2008-02-08T01:01:00.000+08:00

Lunar Chinese New Year 2008 is LOVE.

Alright some picca posting on usualshood tues' reunion dinner!
A plenty to choose from and this is already alot.
Even if mich and sab havent send it to us.. omgasp la we lol
We re supermodels for our cameras hahaha so here it goes..!

Jacq & I at Tamp Platform.

So several of us got separated.. details refer to wretch.cc/blog/jacq :D

And we YUMMMM SENGGGG like someone got married hahaha

My girlfriends in the TOILET

Group Shot, say CHEEEEZE ONE!

And another group shot two!

Finally, Group Shot Threeeeee!

Walking to the Dessert place.. "Ji De Chi!".

darLYN

this is when you step on our toes..

With nicenice angie!

PEIYUAN AH.. hahaha

In between the best friends:)

That ends the night on tues! :D
Chu Yi was fine for me, everyone was happy and it was good!
Everyone stays together and enjoy each companion.
And we gambled twenty-one points as usual and i lost abit.
But the main thing is everyone had a smile on ya face!
Cant wait for the next three days,
where grandparent's house gonna filled with GUESTS with $$.

Hehehe night to you and hope you have as much fun as i did!
Photos coming up in next post so stay TUNE:)

2008-02-06T00:59:00.000+08:00

HELLOCNYE!

Finally! Like really finally. BI end-sem paper ended this evening.
This morning headed for my last POT lesson punctually with aisya.
Was practically slacking throughout the two hours - online gaming.
Every other ones are mugging hard for the test cept me.
I was practically moodless to work hard until after lunch time.
We headed to Library seventh level and this time was real mugged.
Much productivity as i was motivated by getting in a desired uni.

I was glad that after the paper, my answers were similar to others.
Heaved a huge sigh of relief and so met jacq to find the rest.
Went Bugis Tian Tian Steamboat and its so not worth my 22 bucks!
Still think the place where me mich and sebas went was better.
Anyways its still nice just to see everyone sitting around
happily having our 2008 reunion dinner.

Sock mich sebas sab jacq lyn angie yc ben cedric jacob yl sh

After which we had dessert at somewhere just a street across.
Basically cam-whored whenever someone holds the camera.
Hehe so dear mich jacq sab please upload quick and mass send:D

My hair stinks and it still smells of tomyam soup base yikes!
Alrightt i need to bathe and wash my hair. Toodles!

Oh yeah thanks sab honey for the acrylic nails :D
and yc for planning this reunion dinner..

Happy Chinese New Year Eve Darlings!